When you choosed you are put yourself on new way everything can be confused, because the Universe is testing you, your dream and show lots of opportunities for you – some from your experience, some new. Then you can feel something or someone want hold you back and you feel runaway. Some idea keeping you on your new way, breaking your old pattern/habit: keep it simple – time with practice helping, read instruction carefully again, prepare yourself physically, mentally and emotionally, always doing on the right way – this is not your way, organize yourself and your life, make sure everything helping you.